New Year y otras yerbas :)

Hi... So finally I'm over with all the pics related to the Holidays... Sorry for the delay if anyone is still reading this crap :) I'm doing much better, at work now, but having a break and a tea. mate only in the mornings. So here I'm with Susi.

En el trabajo disfrutando de un descansito mientras tomo el te... Estas son ya las ultimas fotos de las Fiestas, por fin !!!!! Erriba con Susi, abajo Pablo and Romi below.

Susi, Romi and me :)

The whole gang at New Years :) I dress up a little this time although I did not go out, not in the mood really... Had a good time though. La barra completa (casi, falta el Ro, el Ruso, Ana...) en lo de Pablo de nuevo, esta vuelta al menos me arregle un poco aunque dps no sali, no tenia ganas.

Early Xmas

Hello!!!!
A quick entry because I have to go to work and I'm still on my PJs... Last night I have an allergy attack, so I slept not quite well. Of course 1 hour my allergies started it did start to rain :S Oh well, this is besides the point, I just wanted to show the pics from early Xmas (2am the 25th...) The girls were going out to a bar, I was going to meet other friends at someone's place... hence I'm not dress up... Anyways, me, Mayra, Susi and Nato. In the Last one, Me, Brian, May, Susi and nato :D

Fotitos de la noche de Navidad en lo de Susi :) Hacia frio y yo me juntaba con otra gente, asi que no me cambie ni nada... termino siendo una muy buena Noche Buena ;) Aca con las chicas, yo, May, Susi y Nato y dps nosotras con Brian :) Queria avanzar un poco con el blog porque ayer fui de paseo turistico en Buenos Aires y ahora tengo aun mas fotos para mostrar!!!!! Me estoy quedando atrasada con el blog... Ahora a cambiarme y salir al trabajo, anoche me agarro alergia y dormi para el tujes... Llueve en Bs As... (creo)

Friends from life...

Hi!!!
So more pictures!!!! Here with a group of friends from life... It's kinda complicated to make teh story of how I ended up meeting all of them... Some people (who are no longer in bahia Blanca) I used to go to primary school with and then I met some who in turn introduce me to the rest.. I ended up going out with them back when I was 20 or something... Anyways, here in the pic, Marti, Sebas, Lucas, Ingrid and Pol.

Los chicos de Estomba :) Los nombres estan arriba... Siempre que me pongo a pensar como los fui conociendo a todos parece una cadena infinita que empieza con Gonzalo en la primaria y continua con Lisandro y nuestro primer campamento al Sur. Despues de ese campamento ya empece a salir con ellos :D

Here with Maxi, Marti and Willy.

La tipica foto de cuando teniamos 17 años :P Yo, Lucas, Maxi, Willy y Marti. The typical stupid pic we used to take when we were teenagers :) The names are up...

Marti y yo, he always makes me laughs which is something I need lately.

My Boys :)

Hello!!!!

Sorry for the delay, I have just been procastinating lately... And watching tons of anime :P Oh well... After the show I'm planning to finish today I plan to start doing things a little more productive... like learning japanese!!! :D Seriously. So I still have pics from the holidays, so I better start posting them. These were taken Dec. 21th/22nd and it was Ramiro and Quique's B'days. They are college friends :) The first pic Ramiro (Cholesky), Juampi (he's in Bariloche), Guille and Quique.. Amazingly Quique always manages to have a glass with him :)

Perdón por la demora, quedan varias fotos aun que publicar asi que más vale que empiece al menos de a poco... me la he pasado perdiendo el tiempo los fines de semana, pero espero dps de terminar la serie de anime que estoy viendo ahora poder enfocarme en cosas más productivas.. Como aprender japones!!! o un curso de fotografia... En fin. En la foto de arriba, El Cholo, Juampi, Guille y Quique que como siempre esta con su vaso en la mano :)

En la proxima foto yo con los pibes :P Guille, Juampi, yo, El Cholo, Esteban, Quique y Martin. Next pic, my boys... We all start undergrad the same year (here is different, yo know when you start, never when you finish...)

And finally the B'day boys with their cake. Isn't it awesome??? The beer glasses and you can even see the peanuts plate there :D la ultima con la torta de los cumpleañeros, noten el detalle del platito con los manies!!!! todo en confitura... La verdad es que fue un alegron verlos a todos, hacia rato que al menos yo no estaba en las reuniones en esta epoca, eran los clásicos de final de cursada...

It was great to see them all, It has been a couple of years since last time I was here for this date, we used to celebrate every year as a semester ending.. And Juan's B'day used to be the year begins one... Old times, fun times :D

Hello!!!

So I decided to start posting some pics from my vacations, or at least the fun part of them. These were taken Dec 21th, going from Buenos Aires to Bahia Blanca with Guille (driver) and Esteban (fresh from LA). It was a fun trip, enough time to catch up :) The first two pictures were taken on the road and I have no clue what was that thing... But it was HUGE.

BTW, I'm doing better... or at least I hope so... waiting for Mayra to be back next Monday, Going to miss Tato next week. Everyone is on vacation, which is kinda lame for us who stayed behind. Oh well, I'll get my share in May :)

Hola!!!

Algunas fotitos de las vacaciones... estan son del viaje de Buenos Aires a Bahia con Guille (manejando) y Esteban recien llegado de LA. Estuvo bueno el viajecito porque al menos nos pudimos poner al dia. Las dos primeras fotos son de no se que mierda era eso que pasamos en la ruta...

Ahora esperando que vuelva May de Monte, se la extrania a la loca... Y Tato tambien se toma vacaciones... No mas pelis por una semana :( Y bueno, ya llegaran mis vacaciones posta en Mayo. Besos.

Losing myself... and then a reality check

I do not know how to describe this past holiday season... Bittersweet is not the word, I think it should be sweet first (two glorious days...), then confusing and somewhat scary and finally just plain bitter and sad. And yes, this post will not have a spanish version, it's easier for me to rant in english, to express myself in this language my parent's don't know. It's not like they don't know what's going on with me, it's just that I feel more protected. Weird.

Things have been kinda rocky for some time now, work has been stressful, the fact that I have realized that everyone seems to have a life except me and that my 5 years outside have created a gap of sorts. No one fault, and maybe most on my side, I just feel afraid to get close to people and then get hurt, so I just close my protective shell. I'm trying to change this... trying to be the one I used to be, not afraid to take chances.

So I kinda did that on this Holidays, but it backfired... I'm now sure that I'm not the kind of person that can enjoy the moment and then just leave or return to the normal state. That affect me more than I expected and I was confused, sad, afraid... and then the reality check came in and it was so brutal that everything else seems now stupid, adolescent, immature.

Dec. 27th I was back in Bs As, working, trying to forget the stupidity of all that had been bothering me; the whole what I'll do with my phD, will I be able to meet the deadline, will I loose my job because of trying to finish that, is it worth it at this point? And then, why when I meet someone I like there is always something in between? Geez, I'm so self-centered!!!! And of course, the year is ending and all those year balances start to came up.

The phone rang, and all was forgotten and that's it.. My uncle and aunt had a car accident (I'll spare the details), my aunt was dead... Dec 28th I was traveling back to Bahia Blanca and then Viedma. And now there is this pain that would not go away...

Now I'm back in Buenos Aires, trying to get my routine back again... I could not go to my dearest friend wedding, just feeling out of it... I guess in time I'll regret not being there, part of me is already doing it, but I'm crying while writing this rant, so maybe was not such a bad idea to stay here. My mom is with me... she is cooking now... I just didn't want to be alone.

Ok, this is definitely a pathetic rant, but I could not go on with my blog like nothing had happened. So hopefully in the next days I can post some pics from the sweet part of my Holidays, good thing friends are always close by when you need them, in person or sending a big and strong (bear style) hug via web. Thank you... and promise next post would be better :) I'm recovering and as always somewhat I'll get out of this stronger and wiser... well, maybe just stronger.